The Lost Soul

The Lost Soul

Tired and fatigue are all over my body

Yet my mind hardly stops thinking

Spinning around randomly

Wild and crazy as it be

Even so, Our brain

Is highly unpredictable at a time

Extremely wicked as it may be

Thoughts of life and death

As far as beyond our imagination

Evil yet creative

At this moment

The idea of death

Constantly creeping into my head

As if, death is just next to me

Or merely part of me

For I could hardly tell

Sometimes, Death

Seems to be the answer

An end

To all these misery

Simple and easy

Yet

Unfair to everybody

Greatly malicious

As One may say

To end your life

As this way

It’s a tragic ending

Although evitable

MNM JAIS © 

UK trip, Xmas 2009 and New Year 2010

Great holiday with fabulous mates (Pian, Qistina & Naim) for about ten days in Greater London and Northern Manchester.. Madame Tussauds, London Eye, Big Ben, Hard Rock.. It was kinda last minute plan holiday to UK with my friends (bear in mind I still have my weekend classes.. have to skip then lalalala..). Lucky enough we manage to get fairly good price on our flight tickets (about RM2,500 rtn ticket each) with Malaysia Airlines. Our outbound flight was very smooth and enjoyable (truely Malaysian Hospitality). Our heart were full with joy and excitement.. so anxious.. we just can't wait to arrive at Heathrow airport :)

Continue on Patong, Phuket Feb 2009

Its been ages ago since I last update this blog.. Me being me as usual lazy ars.. and such a big procrastinator in all I do LOL.. Well its better late then never right. I'm just gonna update some photos from my short trip in Heavenly Phuket!!

For the One I most adore…

Monday morning
Everything seems to be slow and lazy
Too lazy to start a new day
For another weekend is just over

It’s cloudy... mist and cold
Its almost end of winter time
Spring will come soon... very soon
And for winter, will go by for another season
For some people it’s horrible
May be one or two will fine it nice

In a room
A small glass window To peek outside
Nothing much to see...
Just some twigs from a tree trunk

And me, seating here...
My mind swirling around the room
My heart pounding with joy and laughter
Thinking of the moment last night
I could vividly recall in my mind
Every little thing that happen
It’s the best moment in my life
The most wonderful experience
Word could hardly describe it
Your emotion, your feeling, the excitation
No one could really tell
This incredible pleasure
Just the two of us know how great it was...
How perfect it was...
How one would die to feel such pleasure

This strange feeling, but nice
Starts to creep in me again
The feeling that I thought
I would never ever, feel again...
Constantly thinking about him
Every second of the day and night
Feeling that could mesmerize
All living creature on Earth

For I could impossibly
And utterly abolish
This little piece Of Memoir

MNM JAIS ©